This website is very confusing for me, perhaps because it reflects my general mental condition right now.
Lots of influences are pushing me in every direction... im getting thrown about like a rag doll in a blizzard,
And i can't find much to reassure myself that this is what i should be doing... by this i mean everything that im holding in mind,
Like a hamster who tried to engulf a kitkat, i feel stuffed, the mountainous tasks i have set myself loom in the distance.
Treading water, trying to breath, fighting the desire to let it all go and sink into the dark waters below.